oh to be healthy

I don't know if there is any point in writing this here ... I don't think anyone "reads" me.  Which is okay ... it's just that I would like feedback.

I want to get healthy.  I want to be healthy.  Just a few words, but oh, they mean so much to me.

Yet I'm not sure that I have the stamina or long-term desire to make changes that will lead to good health.

I might be too far gone.